[He surprises himself by answering honestly. That usually isn't his tact when it comes to the people he's sleeping with. He covers up the vague discomfiting squirm that causes in the pit of his stomach by tossing off a generous mouthful of that very excellent whiskey before refilling the glass and returning to Matt's side. He holds out the tumbler and as Matt takes it--]
I've been that guy. Who can't sleep, who can't eat, who puts-- the whole of himself into something because he feels fucked up and guilty. I've done it. You really, really don't want to know how many times it almost killed me. And call me a narcissist, I guess, but I see you doing the same thing and I don't really want the history lesson.
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[He surprises himself by answering honestly. That usually isn't his tact when it comes to the people he's sleeping with. He covers up the vague discomfiting squirm that causes in the pit of his stomach by tossing off a generous mouthful of that very excellent whiskey before refilling the glass and returning to Matt's side. He holds out the tumbler and as Matt takes it--]
I've been that guy. Who can't sleep, who can't eat, who puts-- the whole of himself into something because he feels fucked up and guilty. I've done it. You really, really don't want to know how many times it almost killed me. And call me a narcissist, I guess, but I see you doing the same thing and I don't really want the history lesson.